thesinger
thelyrics
thechords
themelody
foryou
you're
my song.
it's been so long.
i never had a chance to play this for you.
cos everytime the music starts,
i always cannot go with the tune.
and then you went away,
now the lyrics seem to stray.
so how can i not love you?
when i live just for you.
you took away the heart in me,
that once beat in harmony.
now, i am torn apart,
feeling unemotional somehow.
sometimes, i can't help but cry.
i miss the way we used to be.
and the sad part,
the song i made,
is just a music that will fade.
but everythingmeans nothing.
Monday, June 28, 2004
Time table is out.. Well.. Alright lo.. just that there are quite a few breaks in between classes which I dun really like.. Now waiting for time to pass.. to crawl to be specific. I wanan go Queenstown! First to get my phone fixed! Then maybe shop around again! Looking at Celeste got herself a belt last night.. I suddenly relised that it's high time I should get one too for my jeans. Yapz.. and maybe a few more tops again? Lolz.. ya again. Also, I would like to apologize to Darling.. Lolz.. a great misunderstanding.. He told me the time table was out earlier like--> "I've got to go. Table's up." I tot he typo, telling me "Time's up". Hahahz.. then i was somehow ranting away why he didn't tell me that time table is out when I found it myself. So sorry dear! Muackz!
Was woken up early again today.. becoz there are ppl coming to service my Air Con.. I hate it when it happens.. Well and it's hard for me to go other rooms and sleep again.. coz when the people service my house air cons they will walk around to check a few times more.. which is also disturbing to my sleep. Now waiting to pick up my sister at one plus.. then buy lunch for family.. and poOf! Out I go! DUN THINK OF ASKING ME TO PICK PPL UP ANYMORE! hAHAZ.. I will be taking bus later.. hahaz.. dunnoe when was the last time me taking a bus. Now also waiting for darling to come home...
if i ain't got you|11:44 AM|
Sunday, June 27, 2004
Well.. juz came back.. kinda tired U see.. bought 2 tops from TOPSHOP and another beach sandals from Cineleisure. Hahaz.. spend about 60 + altigether.. kinda worth it bahz.. Coz now TOPSHOP having great sales and my friend here Celeste has discounts coz it's her birthday today! Yea! She also bought some nice stuff and it costs her only 40+ which is suppose to be 60 plus in all! Yapz! And we went to n.y.d.c to have dinner but I wasn't hungry at all! Coz I drank slurpy beforehand and I was so full! Then suddenly tot that I didn't take my dinner.. =( Now abit hungry but then dunnoe if I wanna cook noodles and eat.. also abit sianz le, lazy to cook also..
I was like so bloody fed up coz my phone couldn't charge! Dunnoe wads wrong! I think tomorrow get it fixed or smthing~ It's just so lame..
if i ain't got you|11:01 PM|
Well.. today's Darling's last day of work! YiPee! Is like finally? One more week to go.. and school's gonna start soon. Can't wait to see my time table and meet new and nice tutors.. hopefully. Everyday have been checking if the time-table is out yet but I guess it will be out when I am "chalet-ing". Then I will start to finalize my schedule with my tuition kids! Yep.. I will be out with the girls today! Yay.. maybe getting more stuff for myself? Maybe I mean.. gotta buy Celeste's pressie and also.. It's Celeste's Birthday today! Happi Birthdae Celeste! Hmmm.. will only be meeting Darling tomorrow I guess.. going to Queenstown with him to get jeans! I gotta go! See Ya!
if i ain't got you|12:51 PM|
Saturday, June 26, 2004
Finally finished 15 hours of tuition for this week.. hehe.. so that I can go to my class chalet next week from 29th June to 2nd July. Yapz.. and tuition will resume on Saturday, but lesser hours.. coz I have given the kids one more extra lessons each this week. It's already Saturday.. nice day.. maybe I shall do my own things today.. must get some things done before I go chalet.. Die Die also must finish! Cannot wait already.. I think must finish by tomorrow.. coz Monday might be going down to Queenstown. Jia Lat.. Lolz.. hehe.. alrighty then.. Take care everyone! See Ya!
if i ain't got you|2:50 PM|
Thursday, June 24, 2004
NOw waiting for time to pass... Going for another tuition at 1 pm again.. Lolz.. I guess I will eat my lunch first and maybe later in the evening jogging with my sista.. Lolz.. dunnoe why she suddenly wants to jog.. She failed her 2.4km run and when school reopens.. she has to go on the test again.. poor her.. i Think she failed a couple of times already. Well.. last night went to supper in Geylang~ Finally I know how to go ther without and roundabouts! And luckily saw a parking space there.. the food was okie.. hehez.. then the girls got me a mini juke-box from UK.. it's very nice.. Thanks girls.. Oh Yah.. Celeste.. dun keep complaining that U have to turn it urself.. that's the fun part of it.. Lolz. Oh yah.. when going back home last night.. met this stupid driver with a butch.. dun wanna tok about it.. Hahaz.. but I got back at them by flashing my high beam at them repeatedly. Lolz.. Hey.. sometimes U cannot be Mr Nice Guy on the roads k!Yay.. This Sunday I'm going to shop shop with the girls at Top Shop.. got discount.. see if there are any nice shirts. Lolz. =)
if i ain't got you|11:45 AM|
Wednesday, June 23, 2004
Yoz.. very tired today.. Woke up at 0855 for tuition.. then somemore after I went home.. Mother asked me to give one lesson to my sista first.. At that point of time.. I was already tired and hungry.. My head was very heavy then.. still have to do Maths Problems.. haiz.. now my mother wants me to give her 8 lessons per month and offer me 300 bucks.. haiz.. dunnoe how arhz.. means one week I have to spend 9 hours of tuition.. Eh.. dunoe if I got the time.. I can't really tell my mother I am stilling continuing teaching other kids too.. coz I think she won't want me teach outside. Anyway.. went for eye brow trimming and manicure.. ahahz.. alright lo.. kinda cheap.. Together only about 37 bucks. My eye brow seems so botak now. Ha! Oh yah.. Just now on the way back i saw Nelson. I hope U all still remember who is he.. my driving instructor.. Hahaz.. Car 59 as just right in front of me and by looking at the back of the hairstyle.. should be him bahz.. Lolz.. managed to exchanged "hellos". Not bad.. he still look the same.. hehez.. oh yah.. Jovin and Yan Roong are back! FInally! Yapz.. tonight going for supper.. maybe to Geylang? Yapz.. hope this time won't go round and round again!
if i ain't got you|7:24 PM|
Tuesday, June 22, 2004
Yesterday was definitely a fruitful trip to Orchard.. I bought most of the stuffs that I want. Hehehz.. First I started off by eating lunch at Darling's house.. saw rwo of his cousins and Victoria again.. haha.. so cute. Then set off to Taka.. went to Levis first.. set my eyes on one pair of jeans.. but went to Guess and Zara to see if there were any better ones.. well.. Hahaz.. in the end I finalized on my Levis jeans.. Darling couldn't find the jeans he wanted. Engineer Jeans they call it. Then we move on to Far East. I got myself another skirt and another top.. Hehez.. then after that.. went to POA, got myself another blouse. We went around Far East and search for Darling's jeans and my slippers.. but haiz.. search was fruitless. Then we went back to Taka to have our lil dinner.. Delifrance.. ate the bake rice.. not bad.. hehez.. I like the peach tart~ Dun U too Darling? Then after dinner.. we went to H.D.. then Darling finally got himself 2 tops.. very cheap and nice.. and I got myself another top.. hehehez.. then the last trip we went to was OP. I got myself one short and slippers.. hehe.. I've been eyeing both of them for quite some time, but just that wanna see around if there are better ones.. hehez.. but nope they are the best! Yapz.. and we finally went home. Darling couldn't get the jeans he wants.. so he might be making a trip down to Queenstown and look look.. next Monday. Yapz.
Just now I told my mother I wanna go manicure.. ahahz.. she allowed me to! Hahaz.. she asked me juz go down and book using her name can le.. Hahaz.. it's been a long time I really pamper myself.. now enjoing my Mcspicy Double.. been craving for 2 weeks! Yapz.. another good news is my mother is willing to let me teach my sis Maths.. and she will be paying me 200 bucks for 4 lessons! Yapz.. cheaper than other tutor rates lahz.. hahahz.. Somemore is my mother so must charge cheaper.. loLZ. Might be starting soon.. But dun think I will give up Dominique and Carissa.. they are sweet and I planning to like place lke 7.5 hours every week for tuition. Yapz! Hope I can manage my time well!
if i ain't got you|1:12 PM|
Monday, June 21, 2004
Yay! It's finally Darling's day off.. whihc means.. OUT! OUTSIDE THE HOUSE! Yapz.. hehe.. well, the MSN isn't working now.. dunnoe why so I should spend some time to blog.. My car is currently used by my mother coz her car was sent for servicing so I have to wait for her to come back so that I can set out. So, I shall crap about yesterday.. Finally.. I was able to sleep till twelve plus in the afternoon peacefully.. and thewn in the afternoon about 2 plus.. I got a call form my cousin.. He asked me whetehr wanna play Mahjong.. Well.. play with $$$ of coz.. I was really reluctant.. coz I dun really play with money.. but then I gave in in the end.. coz they are desperately looking for another player.. Alright.. My first round really SUCKS... I left only 10 cents in my drawer.. can U believe how badly I've played.. they said considered as "Lesson Fees". I think even Darling pitied me at that time.. Wahahaha..BUt luckily.. an expert came in and played for me another round.. and won back those money I've lost.. and at the end of the day .. about 10 pm.. no one lost and no one won.. ahhahaa.. so no money was paid to them.. Woh! First time playing mahjong until like 6 plus hours? Wa liew.. will die sia.. my head really hurts and I was really exhausted.. I wonder how ppl play the whole day.. Hahahz.. Yapz.. Later maybe going shopping.. shop for a jeans and slippers.. heehe.. Alright.. Till then. TC!
if i ain't got you|12:01 PM|
Saturday, June 19, 2004
My grandma's dumplings are cool! They are so nice.. yUmPz~ Always love her dumplings! And that happens to be my dinner.. Lolz.
if i ain't got you|9:22 PM|
Friday, June 18, 2004
I've got another assignment later... eh.. part-time chauffeur. Yah.. Anyone can pls hire me as a chauffeur? At least I get paid. Oh yah.. PLease place ur bets everyone.. will I get another assignment tomorrow for a part time chauffeur? I've been getting it 3 days in a row already. Ya.. so odds 1(yes):100(no). PLace ur bets, hurry!
if i ain't got you|4:07 PM|
Okie.. going to make this as short as possible.. coz I'm too tired.. yawnz.. anyway England won! 3 Cheers! Oh yah.. went for another tuition today.. today's first lesson.. quite a pleasant experience I should say.. but actually I was told to teach a Primary 1 kid but to my horror.. I am actually teaching a K2 Kid but learning Primary 1 materials.. now U can see how kiasu parents are now.. I mean it's quite good and relaxed for me too coz this kid won't have exams/tests to handle.. so I can juz teach him at my own pace and time. Oh yah, talked to the mother alot.. heard that Dominique (this tuition kid) had a tutor before me.. and she was somehow dismissed by the mother coz she thinks she is not responsible enough.. heard that when Dominique makes mistakes in assessments.. she will not explain his mistakes to him. Well.. I am kinda taken aback.. I mean.. I hope she really dun find any faults in me.. I'm juz scared Dominique will juz tell tales to his mum.. U know kids are getting cleverer and more sly these days. Also.. I heard that the mother is changing maid too.. OMG.. is seems like she has some standards there for people.. I hope I won't disappoint her.. coz I really have fun teaching Dominique. Time passes real fast today. Yapz! Got to go now.. early tuition tomorrow morning.. 10 a.m!
if i ain't got you|3:12 AM|
Thursday, June 17, 2004
Hello PPL? Eh.. We are from the Tan Family le.. and which part of our faces looks like chauffeurs? HUH? TMD. Wake me up so early just to tell me to pick someone up and take him home? I know I am very free.. shake leg at home everyday but pls hor.. petrol not free one hor. Is like I am being to be the part-timer chauffuer in this family, .. my mother was the first one.. I knew she had to practically pick every of my relatives.. Ha! Too bad she's the only "Tai Tai" in the whole Tan Family who drives the car.. and now it's my turn. Yes.. did I tell u that I hate destest ppl who asks me to do things I'm not willing to.. in fact obliged to do it? Oh yah.. some of them dun even want to take license even they can afford a car and expect my mother to drive u around? Don't u know there such thing call buses and trains in the world? Don't happy happy ask me to pick u up or bring u somewhere for no reason. Take the bloody bus or train lahz.. I lived with that once before~ I know I shouldn't be so selfish U see.. but then it juz happens everytime.. They will juz take advantage of U. In the end.. I've realised that most of the petrol I've used it's not my own purpose.. it's more for others.. What's the point? And when is my bloody sis going to learn how to take the bus back from her school? I doubt she even know how to stop the bus/ scan the card whihc starts with an "e". DuH.
I slept at 4 last night.. and now my leg hurts. Lost my sleep again.
if i ain't got you|8:47 AM|
Wednesday, June 16, 2004
Woh.. went out today. First I need to do some driving around for my folks--> grandma, grand-aunt and grand-uncle. From Yishun to Ang Mo Kio and back to Yishun again.. then after that I went to PS, met Melissa, Doreen and Sharon. Yep.. we gals wanteds to watch Best Bet but in the end.. we watched Travelled Around the World in 80 Days. Well, it's a nice show.. funny.. hahaz.. should catch it U see. Before the movie.. we hung around at StarBucks and I only had one small cup of latte and this considered my breakfast and lunch. Then after the movie, I went home. Traffic and weather sux.. I think made me lose a lil of appetite too. Oh yah.. I didn't exactly take my dinner.. juz had soup and a butter and cheese bun. That's all. I'm going on strike, I think. Hahaz!
if i ain't got you|10:25 PM|
Tuesday, June 15, 2004
C You definitely have a partier side in you, dont be shy to show it.
R You are a social butterfly.
Y You cause a lot of trouble.
S You are very broad-minded.
T You have an attitude, a big one.
A You can be very quiet when you have something on your mind.
L Love is something you deeply believe in.
Well.. some contradicts with each other.. Lolz.. But some of them is quite true. Like the letter "A" and "L". Yapz.. today is juz another day.. Very tiring day. So took a nap juz now.. maybe going swimming with my sis later.. Maybe only.
if i ain't got you|4:52 PM|
Monday, June 14, 2004
| How to make a Starlov3 |
Ingredients:
3 parts intelligence
5 parts silliness
1 part leadership |
Method:
Combine in a tall glass half filled with crushed ice. Add a little cocktail umbrella and a dash of fitness |
if i ain't got you|10:31 PM|
England lost to France.. such a sad thing.. Haiz.. Yep.. I watched the Euro Match early this morning with Darling.. we bet $10 on England, but didn't make it. =( Was sad.. not becoz of the moeny.. becoz England lost. Alright then.. then juz now went PS, ate Cafe Cartel. Ordered 2 different things from last time.. but it's still nice as ever, ordered another dessert.. two thumbs up! Then I went John Little to buy 3 sets of undergarments.. those cute cute one.. hehehe.. then came home.. went to bed.. too tired.. coz didn't slp much last night.
So sorry Yishan.. I was slping.. didn't know u msged me.. if not I'll join U in Esplanade. *HuGz. You take care alright? Sorry.. I'm really tired.
Suppose to go for the new tuition kid today.. But the mother wanna postphoned to Thursday.. also good lahz.. I damn tired. Then the man form the tuition agency continued to ask me if i can still take any more assignments.. Then I juz said no.. I think 2 is really enough for me. Then when i was away.. I received a call from another tuition agency again.. I didn't pick up and actually there was another assignment but it was given away.. thank goodness.. I think I'll juz settled with 2.. Coz I dunoe how my work load is like in school.. =)
if i ain't got you|8:03 PM|
Sunday, June 13, 2004
Juz read the NewPaper.. and happen to stay at the column on borken marriages.. Well.. read a few cases and it's kinda unbelivable.. well.. even though that man appear to be good.. he might even have an affair.. haiz.. actually I dun really have confidence in marriages.. but after I met Darling.. well.. my perspecitve changed.. There are still good guys in this world after all. But still, after I read the article.. it brings me down again.. well.. no matter how good the guy/ girl is.. there's still some possibility of having martial affairs. I dunnoe.. hmmm.. maybe I think too muhc bahz.. meeting Darling later I guess.. hhehee.
if i ain't got you|11:57 AM|
Saturday, June 12, 2004
Took my game back from Ernest.. and well.. he is so much thinner. His face used to be very round.. and now it seems pointed... Well.. becoz of army and also.. he told me that he was sick about a mth already. Well, better take care! Today is Saturday, I dun like weekends.. dunnoe why.. Hahahz.. no shows to watch maybe and it's like all I can do is sleep. But anyway.. I feel that life pretty goes on fast for this week, dunnoe why. I've juz came across a song.. I really like it.. in fact I love it.. it's so sentimental. =)
if i ain't got you|5:14 PM|
Juz as I've said I wanted another kid, my wish came true. I got another tuition assignment. You guys must be wondering why did I have so many calls.. well becoz, I called lotsa tuition agencies and I won't be surprised if I have registered 2 times with the same company before. Ha! And yapz.. it's a Primary 1 kid.. as leats not so bad arhz.. lol.. And yah.. it's so scandalous.. I was told that my identity should be a diploma holder and a full-time tutor.. cannot reveal that actually I'm still studying.. Hahahz.. Maybe they wanna earn and I wanna earn too. About 200+ in a mth.. not bad arhz.. got additional funds to spend.. Lolz.
*Partings are sad.
if i ain't got you|12:11 AM|
Friday, June 11, 2004
Alright.. hehe.. juz cae back form tution again. I've realised that the lil boy in the family name Keanu~ Wahaha.. U know wad I was thinking right? *gIgGles. Lolz.. oh yah..exchanged a few words with the father. He speask very fluent English.. really.. those abit have accent one.. I was like WOH! But then the funny thing is I was told that Carissa's English is not so good.. maybe speaking and writing is really different. Lolz.. I suddenly forgot to bring back some of the papers I have to mark.. gosh.. haha.. nvm.. next time maybe.
Received another call form the tuition agency again.. this time is a Primary 6 student.. English, Maths and Science.. Actually I wanted to like take it but she asked me a question. "Are u confident of taking a Primary 6 student?" Well, I wanted to say yes in my mind.. but I clearly know that it's a no. Well.. the student is having PSLE soon and I dun wanna ruin the kids life.. wahhaa.. yapz.. so I rejected it. Yapz.. I think I am going to get another kid if possible..
if i ain't got you|12:04 PM|
Thursday, June 10, 2004
I've just recevied a call again form the tuition agency. There's this kid in Lentor, near my area.. in fact, VERY NEAR. He/ She is Primary 4 and only want English. Hahahahz.. I really wish I could take it.. but then they wanna have a fixed timing on Tuesday and Friday. 9.am.. Hahaz.. sometimes I'm thinking why must have fixed timing.. I think he/ she must have tuition teachers for each and every subject.. and schedule very packed.. Lolz. Nvm then.. I shall wait again.. Thos who wants tuition assignments right? Look at the newspaper everyday wor.. sure got some phone numebrs to call one.. Should hurry! Coz this pt of time alot of parents whould want their kids to have tution, maybe they think their results not good enough etc? Hehez.. Alright then! Good Luck.. Those who need the numbers.. can contact me!
Finally~ Watched Harry Potter yesterday.. all the time slots were almost full and we only managed to watch the 9.25pm show and it ended at 12a.m. Hahahaz.. Alright lo.. not so bad.. juz that I was amazed by the magic powers and somehow got a bit of anti-climax lahz.. the villian is kinda unexpected.. but made it anti-climax.. whahaha.. dunnoe why. Don't have that kind of "shiok" feeling. It's a blessing that I do not need to watch 2 times coz every Harry Potter eposide.. I've been watching at least 2 times.. Hahz.. Darling could make it last night.. and yapz..
*You know.. I have this thinking that I maybe wanna be a full time tutor next time.. if I really dunnoe wad to do when I grow up.. wahaha..
if i ain't got you|12:08 PM|
Wednesday, June 09, 2004
I've changed my blogskin.. I know te wordings are a lil small.. but please bear with it alright? Lolx.. can't find any suitable blogskins.. all the nice ones are so depressing and it doesn't suit my current mood.
if i ain't got you|4:51 PM|
Tuesday, June 08, 2004
Alright! I've came back from my tuition some time ago. It was somehow a pleasant experience for me. I took a cabbie first and the uncle was very friendly.. hehez.. so journey wasn't so boring and it's actually very easy to go.. hahaz.. so next time I will drive there. Alright then.. I reached there kinda early.. and I was gretted by a lady.. supposingly my tuition kis'd grandma. She is very friendly too. Then it started.. The girl name Carissa (dunnoe if this is the correct spelling). She is very smart I should say.. Hahhaz.. her maths I should say.. she handles it very well. Taught her science too.. Hahaz.. can't imgaine that their science.. Primary 3 already quite chim. I had some fun also.. Lolz.. well.. after an hour, I had to leave, cause the grandma had to go to airport and have to bring the kids along.. And yah Carissa has a brother.. one year younger than her.. also very cute. Then hor.. he has a handphone already le! 8 Years old leh! Aiyoh.. I think I only have handphone when I was like sec 2?
Then after that, Carissa's grandma offered to drive me out. It's very nice of her so that I can hail cab easily.. and yapz I took the cab and the cab uncles was very nice. Hehez.. I was so tired overall after I reached home.. and so.. I took a nap.. Yapz.. and now going to watch TV!
if i ain't got you|7:30 PM|
Yay! I've just received a tuition assignment.. although the pay is not THAT good.. but then it's alright for me for a start.. Lolz.. wanna try out.. Hope the kid won't suffer under my hands. Lolz... Tell U the details later.. The funny thing is the tuition is held today and they only called me today.. I was totally unprepared! I mean if they have informed me a few days before.. at least I will save money and know how to drive there? Arghz.. nevermind for the time being. I guess they are really sesperate to find ppl.
Also.. I would like to congratulate Darling for passing his Basic Theory! Yays again! Hahaz.. hope he will move to advanced theory soon then learn his driving.. and soon.. he will know how to drive.. and I may not be the only one driving then! Hehehez.. Yesterday went out with some of my poly friends coz it's sim lim's birthday! Happy Birthday To U Sim Lim! Yea!
And tomorrow is Kang Ren's Birthday! Happy Birthday to U first! IN case I won't be blogging tomorrow! Alright for now! Cya!
if i ain't got you|12:52 PM|
Monday, June 07, 2004
Well.. from 12 of May, I had my holidays. And.. I would say it sux. I'm getting to dread holidays.. I still prefer school life you see. Why? Hmm.. well.. at least I have smthing to do and the things I will be doing in school is more useful in a sense.. rather then spending long hours in front of computer games, watching silly TV shows and napping away the whole afternoon. Ha.. must be thinking why I didn't go out? Practically I am somehow on budget. Yes, on budget. No where in Singapore interests me. *Except Wild Wild Wet so far.. ahahahz... And yah.. I might be feeling dull these few days.. well.. dun blame me for that. Try staying at home whole day for a week? I mean without any interests in games and not much of TV shows u wanna see. At least during school time I still go to school?
I went orchard today to meet Darling (after his work).. funny thing is.. Everything outside seem so new to me.. I feel not at ease.. get tired very easily too. Juz dun feel good. Maybe I should be isolated at home.
Well.. I have a few words to some of my friends out there..
Yan Rong & Jovin: I really envy U for going over to U.K and study. At least u all are doing smthing rather than me rotting at home for so no reason. And somemore studying in a different environment. Miss u all anyway.
Kang Ren: Oh Yah.. dun keep complaining about FYPJ.. I can see that U are very BORED at home right? I rather have my FYPJ now that is. I dun wanna any long holidays anymore. It sux to certain extend. Worst than having exams.
Sean (Son): Hey son.. envy u leh.. going China.. at least U are going somewhere! For 2 weeks somemore..
Celeste: Sometimes how I envy U if ur life is filled with so many activities.. endless work to do. I know U need some good rest.. but maybe.. a mth or a few weeks will be enough for me then. Long breaks? Nah.
Yah yah yah.. some ppl ask me go work.. especially my mother.. Oh please mother.. U dun even allow me to work during school. Who the hell would hire me? Only will waste resources. And now she even ask me to work in MacDonalds?! Wadever lahz.. anyway Son.. thanks for this : hoping too much will lead to disappointments. Totally agree. Ha. Have a good time ppl.
if i ain't got you|12:48 AM|
Saturday, June 05, 2004
My Current Nick
YOU ARE JUZ A F*CKING PIECE OF SHIT! OR MAYBE U DUN EVEN DESERVE TO BE ONE!
if i ain't got you|6:52 PM|
It's been some time since I've blogged.. Well.. becoz I practically have nothing to blog about.. Hahaz.. everyday at home.. slack.. nothing to do.. and maybe a few hours do some of my own personal stuff.. hehez.. Managed to catch a small nap in the afternoon.. Maybe I was too bored.. Anyway.. got to chat with Yan Rong and Jovin over U.K thru ICQ.. it has been isloated for years.. and finally my icq can be used.. Hahaz.. chat quite a few stuff and they were doing project together.
Anyway.. these few days.. Darling has been making an effort to meet me after work.. I really appreciate that Darling.. thanks =mUackz=. We have gone out for supper too.. Hahaz.. I can't wait to go back to the S11 at AMK.. nearby where KR stay.. I dunoe whihc block.. but heard that it's nearby KR's place.. there the food is selling 24 hours I think.. Maybe lahz.. at least the noodle store which sells their famous minced meat noodle will be opened 24 hours.. I wanan try their "Tian Ji" Porriage.. 8 dollars le.. but should be nice.. quit a number of ppl ordering it.. Hehehz.. ther also got BBQ food. YuMz.. another place to eat at night. Yay! Tomorrow maybe making Agar Agar.. and maybe making almond too.. juz that I have to buy almond powder again.. Hehehz..
if i ain't got you|3:03 AM|
Wednesday, June 02, 2004
My heart seems so... "full of tears" now.. hmm.. lotsa reasons to that. I seem to be missing everyone now. I miss Darling, I miss the two bitches in U.K, I miss the other 3 bitches in Singapore, I miss my poly friends, I miss my family esp my dad. I practically dreamt all of them these few days.. randomly I should say. Well, having my dear "P.M.S" thingie again.. so I dun really dare to talk to anyone coz I'm afraid that I'll juz snap at them.. Well.. this case is somehow rare.. it only happens a few times in a year.. and juz happen that it is this period...partially blaming the weather too. Only sleep can calm me down. Hahaz..
if i ain't got you|12:05 PM|
Tuesday, June 01, 2004
How Sweet It Is
(To Be Loved By You)
~ James Taylor
How sweet it is to be loved by you
How sweet it is to be loved by you
I needed the shelter of someone's arms, and there you were
I needed someone to understand my ups and downs, and there you were
With sweet love and devotion
Deeply touching my emotion
I want to stop and thank you baby
I want to stop and thank you baby
How sweet it is to be loved by you
How sweet it is to be loved by you
I close my eyes at night
Wondering where would I be without you in my life
Everything I did was just a bore
Everywhere I went it seems I'd been there before
But you brighten up for me all of my days
With a love so sweet in so many ways
I want to stop and thank you baby
I just want to stop and thank you baby
How sweet it is to be loved by you
How sweet it is to be loved by you
You were better to me than I was to myself
For me, there's you and there ain't nobody else
I want to stop and thank you baby
I just want to stop and thank you baby
How sweet it is to be loved by you
How sweet it is to be loved by you
*Strange as it is.. I didn't bold any sentences or words.. well.. basically it's becoz every single word here is for U Darling. Every word here is sung for U.. straight from my heart. Love Ya.
if i ain't got you|8:37 PM|
Juz came back from outside.. Well.. I had lunch with Bernice at Thomson PLaza and we spent hours bitching around.. Lol.. Yep, it was a very "warm-heartening" trip.. Hehehz.. She talked about her school and life, practically about her problems with her friends and also she asked me things about me and Ernest.. juz told her how I felt and also did talk a lil about Darling. Well, she feels happy for me. Hehez.. yapz.. that's all for today I guess.. Tomorrow is Vesek Day.. HOw are u guys spending it? Me? I think still the same bahz.. no changes.. Lolz..
if i ain't got you|6:19 PM|
F*ck, the weather is affecting my mood.. yea.. I'm feeling "ranty" alright. Went to the food fair with Darling today.. and saw Lindy working there.. Hahaz... Very packed there..alot of people.. didn't eat my breakfast before I went there.. then picked up a few things to chew and full le.. Wanted to like after the food fair, then go Hougang "Angie's Choice" to buy a cake for my mother.. then happens so that the food fair.. there's one Angie's Choice.. Lol.. save alot of transport time.. so Darling and I ordered a cake from there.. and it's kinda cheap too.. coz there's discount.
Oh yah.. I did mention that I wanted the flowers to be sent in the night.. but they sent it in the morning.. :/ However.. I'm glad that they sent it in the morning.. and at the right time.. First time I am so glad that they made a mistake.. Lol. Well.. she liked the cake.. yay yay!
Tomorrow basically no plans for me.. hmm.. guess I will be juz doing my own stuff. cya till then.
if i ain't got you|1:14 AM|
